Should have left you back in 2024

I brought back pain, guess it’s kinda my fault

Should’ve learned from things you did before

Girl, I know you, but I don’t want to anymore

I loved you, that’s why it getting hard to let go

Life really a circle, I been here before

We had same conversation over a year and half ago

Swore I’d walk away, somehow I still let it grow

Told myself I’m stronger, guess I’m still not immune

Every time I heal, I run back to you

I saw the signs, still chose to ignore

Now I’m tired of fighting what I fought before

You said you’d change, I already knew the truth

I kept choosing love, you kept choosing you

You only hit my line when your options run dry

Say you miss me, but you never ask why

I gave you grace, you gave me reasons to doubt

Funny how I see it clear but never walk out

Same mistakes wearing different clothes

Same late nights, same empty hopes

I don’t hate you, that’s the part that hurts the most

I just hate how I kept reaching when you let me go

Heart still heavy, vision turning cold

Sometimes letting go how you save your soul

Should’ve left you back when I had the chance

Kept spinning circles thinking love would last

I gave you my heart, you gave regret

Still healing from shit I ain’t over yet

I loved you hard, that’s my biggest flaw

Now I’m choosing me, had to learn the cost

If you miss me now, you too late to know

Some doors don’t close — they just let you go

I ain’t bitter, I’m just finally aware

Some love feel real till it ask for repair

I confused your attention for someone who cared

Learned the hard way intentions ain’t there

I was holding the weight while you floated away

Kept my word every night, you just kept me in play

Now I see why God made distance a thing

Some people teach you how to lose everything

I forgive you, but I don’t need closure

Some wounds heal faster when you don’t go closer

If you ever hear this, just know I’m okay

I found myself in the mess you made

karna